“In My Weakness”

Recently I have experienced a great deliverance in Messiah. We rejoiced and gave thanks. But shortly afterwards I realized that I could still face judgement at any second. I felt terrible. I cried out unto Him Who hears and The Ruach brought to my mind what It had said to Shaul (Paul) that He was sufficient in my weakness. This dependency that I placed in Him is essential to my ability to thrive.

“Why can’t I just be completely delivered of this?”

My being grew faint, I’m tired of fighting and everywhere I look I see wickedness. Everywhere vain hatred for me, truly I have become a reproach to many. I am to embody the Messiah always but at various times I want to scream out in my frustration.
Then The Ruach calls to mind all the lives that are being changed, the marriages that are being saved and reconciled. Brothers being immersed for the forgiveness of sins. My family members coming into Belief. My children growing in emunah (Belief/Trust) and stature.

Thus says The Ruach,”In your weakness I am your strength. Look not around but look up for I AM Your Help.”

He is my Perfection and He guides into The Truth. My Praise is in Him. Life is not guaranteed and everyday has enough wickedness of its own. I must immerse myself in The Ruach and continue my work. My life is in His Hands. A worker for the Kingdom cannot be concerned with earthly matters.

“You are hard-pressed but not overcome. Hated by many but truly loved by some. Yes, run, but run to ABBA. Continue to be brave and let your heart be not afraid. There is a reward for your work.”

The Ruach calls, "Come to Me, all you who labour and are burdened, and I shall give you rest. “Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am meek and humble in heart, and you shall find rest for your being. “For My yoke is gentle and My burden is light.”

How comforting to know that we are loved and our burdens can be placed in Him. The Ruach is calling and going as It pleases, do not harden your hearts. Do not forsake my teaching my son. Give way to ABBA and surrender your heart to Him. He is Our Father..